going to the grandparent's house again today.
im a little scared. When grandpa woke up yesterday, he didn't recognize my grandma or know who anyone was. so he probably won't know who i am.
my favorite cousin, richard, is gone. They sent him away. Apparently he did something really bad at school.
They wouldn't tell me what he did, and they wouldn't tell me where they took him.
i really cant explain how i feel right now, shocked i guess. mom says ill never see him again and it tears me apart.
its like everyone wants to pretend he was never here, but i can't ignore the fact that i grew up with this kid. some of my best family memories had him in them, and now im supposed to forget?
no way.
More of my family is coming into town on wednesday. 6 people; its gonna be a full house. To tell the truth, i dont really like them that much. They can be so rude and im just like, you could at least be decent since we're letting you stay at our house.
i think ill have the downstairs room this time though. hopefully.
i havent been sleeping or eating much. its weird.
yesterday was really amazing. my boyfriend picked me up for breakfast and then we met up with the others and had gihad wars (flour wars) on the mesa.
it was nice to have a day to just relax and have a good time. just what i needed :)
thank you, God.
Music:
baby, you wouldnt last a minute on the creek- chiodos
head against the sky- eisley
say it aint so- weezer
Sunday, April 5, 2009
there will be time to prepare a face to meet the faces that you meet
Posted by aurora at 7:22 AM
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keeping you and your family in my prayers. i love you hon
dont you love how God always gives you exactly what you need when you need it and not a moment too soon? it is like in an action movie when someone is about to fall and the persons hand is grabbed just as they start falling. I think our faith is supposed to be like that. God will never let us fall all the way, but if he needs to he will let us fall a little.
exactly. i was thinking earlier, we could have gotten together sooner but God meant for it to happen when it did, and i am so glad. He knows exactly what we need when we need it, and though i have fallen a little, i know i will be fine because theres always a master plan.
we all fall. that is not what matters, it is getting up again. More important, it is letting God help you get up.
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