where are you hiding?

you know how in That 70's Show, everyone smokes weed and then sits in a circle and talks? They come up with these 'amazing' ideas and plans, but afterward they never remember them.

That happened to me last night. minus the weed.
i had so many ideas and revelations and i couldn't sleep because of them, but now i cant clearly remember any of them.
kinda weird.

Ive been pretty confused lately about a lot of things, and i feel like im going through slow-motion, like times have been passing super fast, and then i stop and realize that im not some 30+ year old still living in her parents' house and still have a little time left to finish stuff up.
Its kinda crazy. But if its what God wants, then its what I want too. i love knowing God has a divine plan for my life.

i think about that all the time; its just so seriously amazing to know that He knows everything im going through... i guess i just love how He understands everything and thats exactly what i need right now.
im trying so hard to be patient with stuff right now but i suck at it and i end up hurting myself and other people.

....... life, i guess.




Todays Theme Music:
im not a theif, im a treasure hunter- a skylit drive
i could be there for you (with new intro)- eisley