today

9:30am: wake up.

10:00am: drive to CNM with Josh to print out two papers that were due today. we find out that cnm is closed for presidents day. he is happy. i still have school. i resent him, just a little. in a loving way.

10:45am: i forgot my wallet with my id in it, so i can't take the bus home. josh and i pay a meter with change found in joshs truck.

11:00am: english class. papers get turned in, people sit, teacher teaches.

12:00am: i am outta there. i find josh and we split.

12:30pm: josh gets an application for jasons deli.

1:00pm: we shop for macaroni and cheese, spam, and rootbeer at albertsons. i want 50% off valentines day candy. josh says no because we can't afford it. i throw a tantrum in the store. (just kidding. not really. )

2:00pm: spam and macaroni and rootbeer consumed. josh eats nothing because its too salty. we watch A Walk To Remember while i eat.

2:30pm: josh leaves to turn in the jason's deli application. i finish watching A Walk To Remember and eat about a million almond hershey kisses.

3:15pm: josh comes back. i am crying at the movie. he cries a little too. the movie ends and we sit and talk for awhile.

4:00pm: josh says his stomach hurts a little.

4:15pm: i decide to get 50% off val-day candy at walgreens. josh comes with. i decide to get him keva juice instead, since i realize he hasn't eaten anything all day.

4:50pm: sitting in keva juice getting josh something.

5:00pm: clock in at work. kiss josh good-bye.

work work work work work

9:45pm: finally get off work. drive home to find josh laying in my bed. he has been throwing up, has a fever, and is shivering despite three blankets on top of him. i go downstairs to get another blanket.

10:15pm: i wake up on the floor, with josh sitting beside me. i passed out getting him a blanket. i am scared. i lay on the floor and cry. josh goes to throw up.

10:30pm: i decide to take a shower. i get josh in bed and put blankets on him and tell him to sleep.

shower shower shower shower shower shower

11:00pm: i go check on josh. he is awake. i tell him to sleep.

i have homework due in econ class tomorrow and a job interview at 11am.

i am not tired.

i open my laptop.

11:36pm: my stomach hurts a little.