the other day i realized that i could really only think of about 5 people i hang out with nowadays, which is so different from when i was in high school since i had cnm friends and homeschool group friends and awana friends and church friends that i saw every week, many times a week in some cases.
this week most of my 5 good friends were out of town, so ive been spending much of my time alone, which is strange since the last 2 weeks were spent with friends who were home from college for the holidays and with my parents in oregon, and i was never really by myself. but i think i like to be by myself sometimes.
ive been staying up until 1-2 in the morning and sleeping in late. then i usually read or watch videos on youtube or hulu until i cant stay still any longer, and then i get up and go do something outside the house. this morning i went for a run (which was really more like a walk since im so out of shape). i think i should exercise more often, because it made me feel super amazing for the rest of the day, and ive been in a really good mood. And also it makes me feel like eating healthier and drinking more water which is always good.
i feel like being really physically fit, which im not at all right now. something josh was saying the other day made me think- i dont want to be the old person in the wheelchair who can't take care of herself; i want to be the little old grandma that surprises everyone by driving and gardening and traveling and stuff like that. if i want to be like that, i need to start taking better care of myself now.
anyway, ive been working a lot too, trying to make up for taking a week off.
school starts on monday, which should be interesting. i rented most of my school books from chegg.com instead of buying them (and saved $338.17!). they should come in any day now. im excited for my art class.
i love january. its just an overall exciting month.
ive been working on a surprise for josh's birthday all week. its something ive been working on for a long time but only relatively recently decided to surprise him with, and i keep almost blowing my cover because i suck at keeping secrets when im excited about something.
and im very excited.
i cant wait to exercise tomorrow.
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i keep a close watch on this heart of mine
i keep my eyes wide open all the time
i keep the ends out for the tie that binds
because youre mine
i walk the line
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